well i was born in Syracuse new York  St Jospeh's hospital Nov 1st 1993 to Nancy Raylin Nowak and John Peter Nowak JR i weighed 9.13 yeah big baby but when i was 3 months old my dad put me on sids watch Sudden infant death syndrome for a year of my life i was on a heart monitor and breathing machine when i was 9 months my grandfather earl passed away not only that my dad decided to ditch my mom and me for the court had ruled in my grandmas favor little did i know my dad was not good per say i was born with a weak heart and immune system when i was 7 years old i had walking pneumonia when i turned 8 i had bronchitis with croup i was always house bound for i was so sickly but it drove me crazy for i didnt know i was in danger til i got to middle school by then i was 15 already deep in an occult life my family never knew about not many then i found some friendship with the crips my name is Syracuse but 2010 one of my friends had a  hit on her for her father wanted her dead i took it upon myself and i destroyed them how i did i never tell by then i made  a name for myself little did i know my childhood sweetheart was in town and moved near by i long since forgotten him and everyone till well recently when people bring up certain things memories one in particular is alex my lex luther i lost him saw him get shot right in front of me never was i the same again neither my childhood sweetheart after my 18 birthday i lost not only my first born daughter but i lost my childhood friend one of them who i wanted to marry when i lost him he took a piece of me with him when i never told anyone about when i got my ablities of second sight i was 7 at the time was hanging with some friends cassy her twin sister her older sister shelby and i all gather around in a dark room we was playing with a spirit board no big deal right? dead wrong we all saw a black mist come out of it i saw it take shape a demon we unleashed a windago never in my life i was more calm which freaked out the girls i spoke to it my eyes then became dark they all told me  they the thing fled running away screaming when i went home that night i was okay when i was 9 i smelled burned toast i woke up to seeing it once more but then i saw my grandfather earl that day we had a native American shamin priest show up well he was fixing our air conditioner we saw what i was seeing and feeling he gave me peace of mind when he gave me a prayer then that night i met my now spiritual animal guide silver crescent moon my grandfather told me he was once my dads now he mine be mindful listen to him he will be your greatest asset in life i didnt heed his warning til well i got possessed myself by a demon Abaddon this past year i always was taught to fight a good fight i always knew how to perform a rite of deliverance i helped a paster preform one on a small 4 year old everyone saw my gift as evil i always called it a curse too but little did i know my gift would help me shape the world to a better place years later now as i look back i see my now newly made family we are rag tag misfits who are either unwanted unloved abused neglected abandoned by blood and i take them under my paw to speak and teach them to tap into there true potential and became someone truly wonderful in life