I have...
Broken off of what is safe
Where I'm hanging
In the balances
Neither here nor there
Holding my breath
Like I have to go into
That fear for air
Unsure of whether that
Destination
Is the best of places
Whether it's
The answer to the
Questions raised-in
That moment in time...

That moment
That holds like it's frozen
Slow motion
Like, it's hard enough to
Exit your body
Looking at this float, like
"Am I going to make it?"
Like, I just left the comfort of my spaceship
For another spaceship
On the basis
That I know I can't get to
Where I wanna go
Without breakin'
Away-it's
Either here stay here and implode
Or recognize the fear
And embrace-it.

So, I float...
I float like the world that existed before
And the world I'm aiming-
At
Are lightyears apart
And I'm traveling only through
Space time displacement
And that space time continuum
Is a thought that is ancient
I float as uncertainty equalizes
My body
As it braces
For impact
Towards this new destination.

New faces,
Placed-in
This chapter
That reads "There's Amazing...Awaiting"
I smile
At the miles
That I've travelled
The catapault
That average folk
Won't take
Because old habits hold
Onto them
And make them freeze
Like a camera pose.

I've decided to jump
And as I take a bite of my lunch
I say goodbye to the months
Of pressure building
I've left the building
Because my time has come.