Can you hear me?
i'm here can you hear me?
i guess not i could talk and talk until my face turn blue, i try to yell and scream
but that seems to push people away! Crying tears will only last a little while because once the tears dry they ignore you again, since i was a child my words have been silent and i had no voice still as a adult my voice and words gets drowned out.
My vocal cords are sore from years of trying to force my wordings out the more i talk the more distance they become invisible from the beginning the more my heart seems to break its either go back to being the mute everyone knew as a little girl or just become slient once more.